Patterns of Defence
Life presents us with the experience of challenge. Depending on the resources available to us at the time of challenge, determines how we manage and grow through the presenting opportunities. Our resources can be limitless and also limited depending on our ability to recognize, utilize and deepen in our wisdom and capacity. They are innumerable, from energetic contexts of physical, emotional, mental, meridian, to family, society and universal laws.
Patterns of genetics are an inherited constant, which underlies our own choices or no choice. As life carves its path as we tread, our available energy alters, affecting our ability to be as resourceful as ideal. The blue print of our genetics is deeply familiar, and a reference of response from within the subconscious. Bit by bit, compromises of our ‘self’ reveal, presenting less expression of true potential.
Vulnerability becomes experience, and the natural pattern of safety is to defend what feels vulnerable. Like nestling into a deep pit, there seems no way out into free expression. Defending position becomes familiar and comfortable, and a way of life. Re-enforced by the possibility that others may recognize how incomplete and vulnerable we are. Live by the barriers. Yet, yearn for freedom.
The internal conflict is desiring connection and unification, but the passage and way forward is not clear, blurred by doubt, fear and lessened energetic capacity. A compromised existence, hopeful yet defiant to maintain what is familiar. Crisis is inevitable. It is just a matter of when the impulse to change supersedes the desire and supposed need to hide from the self.
The aim is the retraining of the nervous system to remember its original pattern.
To activate the awareness of the functionality which supports the full expression of potentiality.